Utopiax

June 8, 2006
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Has this world turned upside down, and inside out, or is it just my heart?

Love and temptation plays at my heartstrings, and I'm not sure what I am now. My sanity has been a roller coaster, but I like it. I like this feeling. I haven't felt like this in awhile.  I guess that's good. What is meant to be, is meant to be.

 Anyways, on Monday, I went to Razzles with some good friends, and danced the night away.  It got kind of loud and crowded, and I got a little claustrophobic. Not good, but, I had a really good time. Really good. Uber good. Fantastical good. Hehehe. Orgasmic Chicken. Yeahhhhhhhhhh, Lol. I think the Oromond friends and I need to go to Houligans. SOON.  I miss them. Haven't seen the majority of them since school let out. Maybe that's a good thing. Nah. Just kidding.

 Eyes- darkest darkest darkest brown that pierce your skin away at the merest glance.

g'bai

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The Beautiful Setback.

April 13, 2006
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While it might seem that I'm a bit crazy, a slightly dillusional, I totally agree with you. I can't seem to provoke the thought from my head that can give me a plausible explanation to why I am so…awkward and….unique, if I must say. Sometimes I find that it is to my advantage, and others, unfortunately, not. Similarly, I've had the wonderful delight of being that awkward, shy girl that has always been there in my soul and I've always tried to supress. Everytime that I view a certain living being, I become concave, and shut up, and…I guess I can say this, sappy. I just want to explode, for I am in the interior of my brain, yelling and pounding on the walls, let me speak, let me act, let me think, and let me breathe. But, I can't. This emotion just keeps overflowing the other intuitive thoughts. While this occurs, I know in my heart that this is the living being that is sufficient to my well-being. Yet, other living beings try to seduce and woo me. I guess in the words of my friends, I can deduce that I am in a pickle.

I need to remember to think before I act again.